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Hate Can’t Find Me

Say what you want

You can hate me

I’ll carry that weight

Of hate

Because you ain’t* me

And it gots me

Like I got

The grit

That it comes with

Say what you want

You can hate me

I’m just getting

Started

Like I had a baby

Not full of hate

But beside me

It’s my ride or die

What’s inside me

I know what I got

Hate can’t find me

And it gots me

Like I got

The love

That’s beside me

– Kelsey Wit Some Jo

*Ain’t ain’t a word and you ain’t supposed to say it, say ain’t five times and you ain’t goin to heaven. ❤

Escape

Let it go

Let it go

Let it fade away

Sit down

Be quiet

Yo thoughts

Are all to blame

Yo looks

Could solve the case

And your eyes

Giving me a chase

I’m resisting fate

Who is there to blame

Kiss me soft

I’m too hard

To keep it straight

Everything you say

Making me escape

Life is too short

For this

Escape

I’m just

Another

Escapade

Gotta go

Like you told me to

A month ago

It was all good

Till we got caught

The city

Always asks a lot

Demanding

Some smoke

Let’s make it

Hood enough

Wrist

Itch a lot

When they itch

You go get faded

Lose yourself

Think you’re jaded

In reality

You’re just playing

It’s part of

What makes you

Satan

I’m not saying you

The devil

I know the devil

He ain’t you

You know

I’m just playing

People say never talk

Bout satan

My bro be talkin

bout satan

But he ain’t playin

So much Satan

Make me think

God I love what you

Created

With my Tims and

My mind

When it gets to

What must be said

And

I only finish

When I’m free enough

Like how you

Be actin tough

But I see you crying

When I tell you

What is up

And how the role

Reverse

When the police show up

Twist and turn

Fly easy

Here the truck

Full of ice

Creamin just got easy

Get me a swirl

That pops up

Nice and easy

You’re fearless

Thanks for nothin

God bless

And take it easy

Doomed

The world is falling

Doomed if I’m alive or die

I’m wanting to find that one thing

I’m wanting to change my life

I’m wanting to die

Finishing something I didn’t lie for

Wanting to die

Changing what’s to die for

Gotta a lot to give

And aint gonna stop now

I aint gonna stop now

I aint gonna stop

Cause the world is falling

Doomed if I’m alive or die

I’m wanting to find that one thing

I’m wanting to change my life

🤞🏽🤞🏽

 

Naked

I thought I knew what I was saying.

Like I could feel my words

Falling into your lap.

And everything I’d think

Or say to you

Would tell you

How I really feel.

But when my thoughts

Became words

To leave me

Somehow they left

You as an enemy.

I only said what

Was inside of me

And you denied it

And said

My words

Lie to me.

My emotions

Were never present

When I spoke

And still

Whatever I was saying

Found you

To leave you wounded

And bruised

And naked.

And my thoughts

Feeling mistaken

Broke and left me

Like I knew what I was saying.

In My Feelings

Something has snapped inside me. It’s like I’m not afraid anymore, but angry. It’s like I have a firestone piercing my heart. It’s like I’m finally ready. When people reject and shut you out so many times you reach a breaking point. I’m okay with silence and I’m okay with talking. But I’m not worried anymore about what to choose or who I am. I’m focused and sure this time of what I’m doing. People lose a lot in life. People lose people. People lose children. People lose libido. People lose money. People lose their minds. It’s only when you lose something you gain something back. I’ve lost a lot but I’ve never lost something for nothing. So when I think of my past I’m sure of my future. With all that loss behind me I know I have everything to gain. It’s not a fresh start I’m after. It’s not power. It’s not revenge. Because it’s not even a fresh start. It’s just the start. The start of something where fear doesn’t exist. The start of truth. And yeah I be in my feelings.